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Thursday, March 16, 2006

Is it just me...

or do other people wonder what life is really about. Why are we here? I've done the religion thing and it fails to answer my questions. Are we missing out on life? Are we caught up on a path that we chose without all the information available?

Every day we live is one day less that we have. No one knows the length of their lives. I just think its so important to truly enjoy living each moment of every day to the fullest. If that is the case, why do we (me) let the daily bullshit get in the way of that enjoyment. Why do we let trivial emotional engagements take time in our minds. Must I mourn for every relationship I've ever had every time I listen to some song on the radio? Perhaps 'feeling,' whether good or bad, is what makes life... Maybe to feel happiness, sorrow, rage, love, anger, apathy, sadness, joy, relief, angst.... is what life is about. It has to be more than just basic carnal desires (though those are enjoyable).

Perhaps I use too many brain cells pondering these things. It is sometimes all consuming.

P.S. 85% thru the second bottle of Rosemount Chard...

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