Glutton

Why do people like to torment themselves? Why is it so important that everyone likes us? If you broke up with someone and you really want to move on then, move on! If you have trouble moving on it would be good to accept it at least to yourself in order to deal with it. Maybe you can start a blog and talk about it.

So, I'm talking to "Mange Cake," I think I've written about her before, not sure if this blog or the other. She's going to her ex-boyfriend's party. Everytime she talks to him he does something to hurt her or piss her off. Why go? Perhaps because all her friends are going and she doesn't want to be alone. Maybe just to prove to him that she's "over" him. I don't know if we really ever get "over" someone. Once there is a relationship with feelings involved its bound to leave some lasting effects.

So, stay home, curl up with a 5 liter tub of Ben & Jerry's and watch a movie. Or go out and do something. Either way if its time to move on, then its time to move on....unless of course its not time to move on...then you'd better read someone else's frigging blog because I don't know what to say about that!